After me blowing my wad prematurely on Sunday night, the next morning I slept in a little bit before going to work. After taking a shower, shaving, and making sure I was a clean as I could be down there, I put the CB back on and had Puttertat lock me in. She factfully took the keys and locked them into the keylock box with a combination that only she knows.
You know, I'm still coming to grips with this thing. I have really, really mixed feelings about it.
On the one hand, it's exciting to know that this is a way that I can show her my total trust and love for her. Girls and guys are different about these things, I believe (at least right now). It is so true that to a guy, he experiences life through the mindset of his cock. My cock is thoroughly kinky, so I am too! But, now I can't even feel my dick 'cause it's encased in black plastic. When she locks it up, and keeps the keys, there's a fundamental change going on here that I'm trying to come to grips with. I've given my cock to her. I bet she doesn't realize the effect on me, yet.
On the other hand, it can be totally uncomfortable. The ring around my balls pinches sometimes, or the ring moves forward and squeezes my balls against the cage (dull stomach ache). I have to be careful to keep my sack smooth against the ring, or it'll hurt. Taking a piss takes more time. Even though I've had a PA for about, geeze, more than 15 years now, I was able to occasionally stand to pee when I needed to. Now, I'm a committed sitter. And, sometimes my PA will get twisted all wrong, and it'll hurt. And, the clacking of my PA against the cage drives me up a wall sometimes. With tight undies, that's not a problem tho.
On still yet a third hand, I must be getting used physically to this chunk of plastic encasing my manhood. It's getting more and more comfortable to wear continuously. I feel it constantly, and I can feel the ebb and flow of my dick moving on occasion inside of the cage. But it can only move so much before restriction sets in, and that's turning out to not be a bad feeling (other than the dream on Saturday morning).
Last night I went to the gym for a swim while she was putting my little star to bed. It was weird swimming with the CB on. I was a little embarrased too, but mostly because I was wearing a bigger ring in my nipple than I usually do. (I need to get the other one re-pierced, long story). There were a lot more kids and other people at the gym than I thought there would be, and since I view my nipple piercings as being a non-family-friendly thing, I wore a t-shirt while I was swimming laps.
I'm hoping that some regular swimming, as well as a daily thorough cleaning regime, will keep me from getting that funky smell again.
Oct 7, 2008
Oct 6, 2008
Locked Again
If I'm going to make a serious "go" at being locked in my CB-3000 by Puttertat, we really have to find a better way of cleaning this thing on a daily basis.
Last night, Puttertat unlocked me after our little one finally fell asleep. It was so hot to see her beautiful hands cradle my entrapped dick and deftly insert the key into the lock. She turned the key and I was already starting to get a nice hard on for her. I had to coax the cage portion of the CB off of my engorged dick for her.
And then it hit us: yuck, what a bad smell! "That kind-of ruins the moment", she said as I hurried off to the bathroom for a good scrub.
She had locked me in on Friday night, after about a week of being in chastity for a couple of days at a time. I started out last week with the largest ring of the CB, started to get used to it, and then switched to the next smaller size on Friday. The CB's ring was slipping forward on my balls and that was uncomfortable because it would trap my testicles inside the ring and I would get a dull ache in my stomach. It's hard to get used to having this CB on.
After about 5 days of using the largest ring last week, I switched to the next smaller size on Friday evening before we went out to dinner and to see a photography exhibit. The first evening was hard since I had to get used to the feeling of the smaller ring and the rivet on the bottom of the ring. But after about 5 hours, it started feeling better.
Sunday morning, I woke up after a really hot dream about Puttertat. In pain. The ring of my PA had receded into the cage portion of the CB during the night, and I was dreaming about Puttertat going out on a date with me. All during this date she wore these beautiful shoulder-length leather gloves that she did not take off even once while we were eating dinner at a resturant. My memories of the dream fade a bit at this point, but in the deam later we were sitting on our poarch drinking glasses of wine and she nonchalently slipped off her leather gloves to reveal that her hands, wrists and arms had been encased by a flawless pair of shiny shoulder-length rubber gloves. It was her nonchalent manner about herself and her wardrobe that was the excitement. Sort-of like she always dresses like that and she thought nothing about it.
And it was at that point that I woke up in agony.
My PA ring was smushed inside the cage and my dick was straining for all of its might against the CB's cage. I rushed to the bathroom to try to make some adjustments, but with the current state of the union, that woudn't be possible until my hard-on eased. The one thing I can do to ease things up a bit is to try to pee... and then I found (the hard way) that strain of the ring against the cage caused a slight tear or irritation in my urethra. A little blood, a lot of stinging. Luckily, that type of injury heals itself quickly.
Within an hour I was fine. And still firmly locked in until last night.
Last night, once Puttertat unlocked me and I got cleaned up, I had an amazing boner to present to Puttertat. It was like one of those boners you got in 7th grade - hard as a rock in all of it glory. I love having my pierced dick inside of her, feeling her move against me.
She loves it too... I think she's a little bisexual (like me), but she said "I could never be a lesbian" once I was inside of her. But I misjudged myself and Puttertat too, and came too quickly. I was aftaid that I would cum too soon, and totally blew the whole experience for her, trying to be too protective of my orgasm.
It's been a long, long time since I'd had a hard on like that one, and I blew it. Hopefully, I'll get to try again soon and make my Puttertat a very happy girl.
Last night, Puttertat unlocked me after our little one finally fell asleep. It was so hot to see her beautiful hands cradle my entrapped dick and deftly insert the key into the lock. She turned the key and I was already starting to get a nice hard on for her. I had to coax the cage portion of the CB off of my engorged dick for her.
And then it hit us: yuck, what a bad smell! "That kind-of ruins the moment", she said as I hurried off to the bathroom for a good scrub.
She had locked me in on Friday night, after about a week of being in chastity for a couple of days at a time. I started out last week with the largest ring of the CB, started to get used to it, and then switched to the next smaller size on Friday. The CB's ring was slipping forward on my balls and that was uncomfortable because it would trap my testicles inside the ring and I would get a dull ache in my stomach. It's hard to get used to having this CB on.
After about 5 days of using the largest ring last week, I switched to the next smaller size on Friday evening before we went out to dinner and to see a photography exhibit. The first evening was hard since I had to get used to the feeling of the smaller ring and the rivet on the bottom of the ring. But after about 5 hours, it started feeling better.
Sunday morning, I woke up after a really hot dream about Puttertat. In pain. The ring of my PA had receded into the cage portion of the CB during the night, and I was dreaming about Puttertat going out on a date with me. All during this date she wore these beautiful shoulder-length leather gloves that she did not take off even once while we were eating dinner at a resturant. My memories of the dream fade a bit at this point, but in the deam later we were sitting on our poarch drinking glasses of wine and she nonchalently slipped off her leather gloves to reveal that her hands, wrists and arms had been encased by a flawless pair of shiny shoulder-length rubber gloves. It was her nonchalent manner about herself and her wardrobe that was the excitement. Sort-of like she always dresses like that and she thought nothing about it.
And it was at that point that I woke up in agony.
My PA ring was smushed inside the cage and my dick was straining for all of its might against the CB's cage. I rushed to the bathroom to try to make some adjustments, but with the current state of the union, that woudn't be possible until my hard-on eased. The one thing I can do to ease things up a bit is to try to pee... and then I found (the hard way) that strain of the ring against the cage caused a slight tear or irritation in my urethra. A little blood, a lot of stinging. Luckily, that type of injury heals itself quickly.
Within an hour I was fine. And still firmly locked in until last night.
Last night, once Puttertat unlocked me and I got cleaned up, I had an amazing boner to present to Puttertat. It was like one of those boners you got in 7th grade - hard as a rock in all of it glory. I love having my pierced dick inside of her, feeling her move against me.
She loves it too... I think she's a little bisexual (like me), but she said "I could never be a lesbian" once I was inside of her. But I misjudged myself and Puttertat too, and came too quickly. I was aftaid that I would cum too soon, and totally blew the whole experience for her, trying to be too protective of my orgasm.
It's been a long, long time since I'd had a hard on like that one, and I blew it. Hopefully, I'll get to try again soon and make my Puttertat a very happy girl.
Oct 5, 2008
First post
The first post to this blog!
This blog is (well, hopefully it will be) a secret conversation with my wife, Puttertat. I'm putting some thoughts of mine down so that she will find it, and contribute in her own way. I hope that she will take the time to learn how to respond and contribute on her own, and have a good time at it too. I guess it'll be one of those gestalt things... maybe several months from now we will be able to look back at it and understand lots more about each other and ourselves.
I need to preface some of my comments here. You see, I absolutely and totally adore Puttertat, and some context is needed here. About 8 months ago she gave birth to our beautiful daughter, and I'm afraid that she is feeling a little blue... it's been a wonderful 8 months, but Puttertat and I met in law school and she really thought she would be farther in her career than she is now. She owned her own law firm, worked really hard, made a little money, and hated it. Then she joined another firm, and disliked that too. She left that job to give birth, but we had only saved up anticipating 3 months. We're a 2 income family, capish?
Money is tight, but things are going to look up soon, I'm sure. More on that later.
I've decided to do what I can to show her that I love her and that no matter what, I am her man. That's why I decided to let her lock me in a male chastity belt.
Hunh?
Yeah, there's lots to tell here.
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